[In English]　feminine body line

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Hey there, lovelies!
It’s your girl, Crossdresser Yukioko, coming at you with some seriously cute vibes!

there’s this senior, let’s call him B, who’s two years older than me, and we met at a live house.

Oh, back then, I used to be in a band as a hobby and performed in drag at live shows. B works in publishing, and we got acquainted because he wanted to interview me.

Anyway, last year during one of our chats, he said something that really made my day. He mentioned how he felt like my body was starting to look more feminine compared to before. I was over the moon!

Then, he hit me with this question: “Are you, like, on hormone therapy or somethin’?” But nah, never in my life have I injected myself with female hormones, and I ain’t plannin’ on it anytime soon.

So, like, I’ve been told I naturally have more estrogen, and people say my gestures and preferences are pretty feminine, but I’ve never dabbled with hormone injections.

Anyway, here’s my theory: ain’t it common for folks who cross-dress to wanna rock them feminine curves? But see, last year, I started hittin’ the weights as part of my diet program, and now I’m kinda worried I’m gettin’ a tad too masculine, you know? Like, I’ve been puttin’ on some muscle in various places, and I’m like, “Am I losing that feminine touch?”

And considering my love for booze and smokes, I’m probably running low on estrogen already. And then throw in weightlifting? Yeah, feels like I’m driftin’ away from that feminine silhouette, huh?

But hey, I’ve always been putting in the effort to get that feminine physique!

For instance, there’s this theory that soy isoflavones mimic estrogen, right? So, I’ve been consuming a substantial amount of soy products throughout my life.

And then there’s this quirky little recipe: slicing apples into bite-sized pieces, mixing them with unsweetened yogurt, and sprinkling cinnamon on top. I used to eat that quite often. It’s fantastic for beauty, but sadly, not so much for taste, LOL.

Also, back in my younger days, I bought Carmen Electra’s “Sexy Body lesson” DVD from Amazon and got super serious about exercising. That DVD was amazing! Seriously, I felt like if I followed along, I could totally achieve that feminine body.

But you know how it is with human nature—things don’t always stick. Started off doing it every day, then gradually it became once a week, then once every ten days, until eventually, I just stopped doing it altogether, LOL. But hey, recently, I’ve been remembering that DVD and doing it just a little bit. Like, maybe once or twice a month, you know?

So, like, why do you think I don’t inject female hormones, huh? Well, it’s ’cause I don’t wanna end up with big ol’ knockers, you know? Back when I was a kid, I was super chunky, so having big boobs was like a major hang-up for me. That’s why, even during weight training, I’ve been bustin’ my gut to work those pecs and keep ’em small.

Sure, having big ta-tas might be an advantage for cross-dressing, but, like, everyone’s got their own perspective, ya know? Me? I ain’t down for that kinda cross-dressing.

So, like, we’ve been talkin’ a lot about female hormones, but let’s take a lil’ detour, shall we? But, of course, we’re still talkin’ beauty stuff here!

So, like, I ain’t never tried those female hormone shots, but I’ve had Botox injected twice, ya know? Of course, I did it to keep up with my young and beautiful self.

Ya see, ever since I was a kid, I’ve had this kinda “old face” thing goin’ on. Like, when I went to the salon to get my hair cut in elementary school, the owner mistakenly charged me the high schooler price ’cause they thought I was that old. Talk about rude, right? Of course, I set ’em straight and paid the elementary schooler price.

Anyway, with this “old face” of mine, I started noticin’ some saggy bags under my eyes in recent years. I work in IT, so I’m always glued to my PC, which seems to be the culprit behind these saggy bags. Like, I’m still in my early thirties, but I’m already dealin’ with presbyopia. Life’s full of worries, ain’t it?

So, like, let’s wrap things up by talkin’ ’bout my thoughts on Botox injections, alright?

So, like, I had my first Botox injection in August 2021. Now, I know results can vary from person to person, but lemme tell ya, it worked wonders for me! Like, some folks who saw my crossdressing pics were like, “Did ya get plastic surgery or somethin’?” ‘Cause my under-eye bags had improved so much!

But lemme tell ya, it hurt like hell. I mean, I’m not a fan of injections even on my regular arms, but this was a whole new level of pain.

And get this, I always thought Botox injections were for older folks, ya know? But my doc told me that a lotta folks in my age group are gettin’ ’em, like peeps in their 20s and 30s. And get this, even teenagers are hittin’ up the clinic for ’em. But ya know, it’s kinda cool seein’ youngins takin’ care of their skin from an early age.

I gotta say, I respect the beauty standards of today’s teens. They’re on another level, man.